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Wednesday, January 24, 2007



i have a new lj. sheena_thenun

i think its time for a new one.
to start fresh.
plus i've been told that theres a possibility that certain redheaded whores might read this.
so she can suck it.

Monday, January 22, 2007


im excited for districts!

i stay up way too late talking to 2 certain boys. gross.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007


i get to jealous too easily.
a)things i have no right to get jealous over.
b)things i should kick myself in the ass for being jealous about.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007


complete and total randomness.

i'm a bad nun...
boy is hot.
other boy is hot too.

courtney is just about the cutest thing ever.

yay for feb. 3rd.
and feb 11th. [greenlightgo has a battle of the bands at clutch. if you're interested tickets are $13. its an all day kinda thing i guess. and they put me in charge of collecting money because they have to pre-sell tickets.] I'M TRYING TO GET A BUNCH OF PEOPLE TO GO BECAUSE THATS JULIE'S BDAY!

yay for only 2 exams
1 of which, is a monologue.

yay for 2nd semester.

yay for only 3 classes +otec next semester.

yay for meeting amanda soon.

I need a job.

yum. seth.

'mifa day' is coming up soon. ha. i'm excited.

whaddup louise.

graduation in 4 months.

spring break in 3.

i need to take my ACTs.

i need a job.

i love my friends.

i'm almost back to my old self.

the end.

Tuesday, January 9, 2007


who would like to accompany me to a greenlightgo show this saturday?
in millington?
and drive me.
i'll give you gassss money.
but my car just won't make it.

Wednesday, January 3, 2007


i'm going to be happy.
i'm no longer going to worry about the unimportant things.
i'll be drama free.
no longer will i pick out my flaws. i have them. you have them. everyone has them. and theres nothing we can do about it.
i will no longer hurt myself.
i'd like to take notice to those small details of life that are often left unnoticed.
as of right now, he no longer upsets me. :)
he is nothing to me now.
i don't want to crush on anybody this year. in the past i've learned that it leads to nothing but disappointment.
++i'd like to not worry about that kind of crap.
Hence being a NUN.
if things happen, they happen. if they don't, oh well.

Friday, December 29, 2006


first it was:
"Sorry i have a girlfriend. i feel really bad about what happened at your party".

now its:
"i really wish we could have stayed longer at your party so you and i could have hung out..."

grr. boys are stupid.
good thing i'm a nun now.

ps. i had a job interview today. at the body art stand in oakland.
with my beautiful scruffy man lover. [the only exception to my nun rules]

Thursday, December 28, 2006


i've come to the conclusion:

everyone now has a significant other...
so they just don't hang out with me anymore...

unless you do, and then this isn't directed towards you at all.

Wednesday, December 27, 2006


josh this.
josh that.
omg josh said blah.
haha. josh.
aww josh.
you won't believe what josh did.
you don't understand how blah blah josh is.
blah blah josh.
josh blah.
blah josh blah blah.

omg. all she ever fucking talks about is josh.

Saturday, December 23, 2006


why can't i be happy? is it just not in the books for me?
the past 5 months i've been pretending.
hoping that pretend will turn into something real. but nothing.
infront of everyone i smile. i laugh. i goof. because thats who i am. i'm a happy person.
but you wouldn't believe how many nights i've cried.
i just can't show it infront of people. its something i've always struggled with.
so here it is for some of my closest friends to see.
i'm not happy.
i'd love to say that i was. but im not.
i'd love even more to say that this whole thing didn't start with a boy. but i can't.
thats how it started...
and now its building up. and i no longer have a clue as to what the source is.
and its frustrating.
and when i get frustrated, i just get more upset.
its a never ending circle.
and i've been hinding this for so long.
now i've cracked. broke.
crashed and burned.
i'm done.

Current mood: blah

Friday, December 22, 2006


"i feel bad about that night. i've had a girlfriend for almost 3 years now. but hey... happy birthday and i hope we can come play again soon."

i officially give up on males.

and everyone else for that matter.
i hate everyone.
i hate everything.
i hate michigan.
so far being 18 sucks.
i don't like it.
the only good thing about it is that i can buy cigarettes and piercings/tattoos.
now i wish i was 21 so i can buy alcohol.
and perhaps drink myself into a coma.
seriously, i just want to move.
i want to get away from all the crappiness and upsets.
i want a new life.
the only thing i want to be consistant... is some of my family. and julie and jordin.
everyone and everything else i care nothing about.

blah blah blah. so emo.
well fuck you. i no longer like life.

edit;; a little overdramatic. i know.
but i'm in a horribly shitty mood.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006


i'm a huge jackass.
and a crappy friend.
but i can't help it.
how i feel i just how i feel.


i can't get this stranger out of my head.cheatingdouche.

Sunday, December 17, 2006

11:58PM - my birthday weekend..

1 random happy birthday kiss. [mikehartcoughcough].
1 unexpected holy crap kiss.
1 uncomfy julie kiss.... whoa.
2342308023.23 random spin the bottle kisses.

kryssy time.<3

xmas shopping.
julie time.

overall... pretty much the best birthday ever.

Saturday, December 16, 2006


i do believe that i had the best birthday party... ever.
hmmm. boys.

Thursday, December 14, 2006


... i'm not on costumes..?!

i don't like it.
but whatevs.

my party is tomorrow.
my birthday is on sunday.

i think i'm going to get a piercing on sunday. which one?! i dunno. maybe my tragus.

really, this is a very pointless journal entry. but i'm writing it because i'm sitting in assistant, bored, while the kids are watching some video about some soap opera star that has aids and blah blah blah. yah. ok. now i'm just rambling on. but ya know what!? deal with it! falalalala.

i miss hanging out with kryssy becker.

i'm excited for katelyn's christmas party as well.

ok. bell rang. buh bye.

Saturday, December 9, 2006


dec. 15th.
my house.
bring me presents.
a band.


i'm cancelling the party.
right now.
too many people who make committments they don't plan on keeping.
not enough people who take me serious.
and i don't want to do the same thing i do every year.
and i not in the mood to think of anything else.
plus there really is nothing else to do.
so i probably won't end up doing anything for my birthday this year.


real quick.

hes acting weird.
party may not happen.
i've been drawing like crazy lately.
my birthday is in 8 days.
i need to go xmas shopping.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006


just some boy confusion.Collapse )

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